{"id":3767,"date":"2015-11-24T20:55:02","date_gmt":"2015-11-24T20:55:02","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/la-presse-anarchiste.net\/index.php\/2015\/11\/24\/projet-depitaphe\/"},"modified":"2015-11-24T20:55:02","modified_gmt":"2015-11-24T20:55:02","slug":"projet-depitaphe","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/la-presse-anarchiste.net\/index.php\/2015\/11\/24\/projet-depitaphe\/","title":{"rendered":"Projet d\u2019\u00c9pitaphe"},"content":{"rendered":"<div class=\"pdfprnt-buttons pdfprnt-buttons-post pdfprnt-top-right\"><a href=\"https:\/\/la-presse-anarchiste.net\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/3767?print=pdf\" class=\"pdfprnt-button pdfprnt-button-pdf\" target=\"_blank\"><img decoding=\"async\" src=\"https:\/\/la-presse-anarchiste.net\/wp-content\/plugins\/pdf-print\/images\/pdf.png\" alt=\"image_pdf\" title=\"Afficher le PDF\"><\/a><a href=\"https:\/\/la-presse-anarchiste.net\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/3767?print=print\" class=\"pdfprnt-button pdfprnt-button-print\" target=\"_blank\"><img decoding=\"async\" src=\"https:\/\/la-presse-anarchiste.net\/wp-content\/plugins\/pdf-print\/images\/print.png\" alt=\"image_print\" title=\"Contenu imprim\u00e9\"><\/a><\/div><div align=\"justify\">\n<div style=\"text-indent: 1cm\">\n\n<p>Si l\u2019on me deman\u00addait quelle ins\u00adcrip\u00adtion j\u2019aimerais voir figu\u00adrer sur ma pierre tom\u00adbale,\u200a\u2014\u200asi jamais le luxe de repo\u00adser dans un tom\u00adbeau m\u2019\u00e9tait don\u00adn\u00e9\u200a\u2014\u200aje r\u00e9pon\u00addrais d\u2019abord que je d\u00e9sire dor\u00admir mon der\u00adnier som\u00admeil dans la pre\u00admi\u00e8re fosse venue. Si mes amis insis\u00adtaient, voi\u00adl\u00e0 l\u2019\u00e9pitaphe qu\u2019il me plai\u00adrait qu\u2019ils pla\u00ad\u00e7assent sur la dalle rap\u00adpe\u00adlant mon souvenir&nbsp;:<\/p>\n<p><i>Il v\u00e9cut. Il se don\u00adna. Il mou\u00adrut inassouvi.<\/i><\/p>\n<p><i>Il v\u00e9cut<\/i>, c\u2019est-\u00e0-dire, il connut tout ce que la vie peut appor\u00adter de joies et de souf\u00adfrances dans une exis\u00adtence telle que fut la sienne. N\u2019\u00e9tant ni un insen\u00adsible, ni un indif\u00adf\u00e9\u00adrent, limi\u00adt\u00e9 par ses condi\u00adtions de for\u00adtune, il res\u00adsen\u00adtit plus pro\u00adfon\u00add\u00e9\u00adment cer\u00adtaines joies et cer\u00adtaines souf\u00adfrances, la joie de pou\u00advoir expri\u00admer sa pen\u00ads\u00e9e notam\u00adment, et la souf\u00adfrance de ne pou\u00advoir l\u2019exprimer avec toute l\u2019ampleur qu\u2019il aurait vou\u00adlue. Il v\u00e9cut, il connut la pau\u00advre\u00adt\u00e9, il com\u00admit des erreurs, il fut en butte \u00e0 la cri\u00adtique\u200a\u2014\u200am\u00e9ri\u00adt\u00e9e par\u00adfois\u200a\u2014\u200a\u00e0 la calom\u00adnie, \u00e0 l\u2019envie, \u00e0 la haine des diri\u00adgeants, \u00e0 l\u2019incompr\u00e9hension des diri\u00adg\u00e9s. Il v\u00e9cut, il aima et par\u00adcou\u00adrut, selon que le per\u00admirent ses cir\u00adcons\u00adtances et ses fr\u00e9\u00adquen\u00adta\u00adtions, la gamme qui monte de l\u2019amour-exp\u00e9rience pure\u00adment sen\u00adsuel, \u00e0 l\u2019amour affec\u00adtion dans le sens le plus pro\u00adfond du terme. Il aima, fut d\u00e9\u00e7u et cau\u00adsa sans nul doute mainte d\u00e9cep\u00adtion. Il se crut d\u00e9s\u00adillu\u00adsion\u00adn\u00e9, rom\u00adpit avec l\u2019amour, y revint et sou\u00advent ne le consi\u00add\u00e9\u00adra que comme un des\u00adsert, une sorte de r\u00e9cr\u00e9a\u00adtion. Il v\u00e9cut, c\u2019est-\u00e0-dire, \u00e9vo\u00adlua selon que l\u2019y inci\u00adtaient son tem\u00adp\u00e9\u00adra\u00adment, ces opi\u00adnions modi\u00adfi\u00e9es par les influences aux\u00adquelles il \u00e9tait en proie\u200a\u2014\u200amal\u00adgr\u00e9 qu\u2019il ne se lais\u00ads\u00e2t gu\u00e8re enta\u00admer\u200a\u2014\u200ases r\u00e9flexions, ses m\u00e9di\u00adta\u00adtions&nbsp;enfin.<\/p>\n<p><i>Il se don\u00adna<\/i>. Tel qu\u2019il \u00e9tait. Avec ses apti\u00adtudes et ses res\u00adsour\u00adc\u00e9e. S\u2019ing\u00e9niant sans cesse \u00e0 tirer de lui le maxi\u00admum de ren\u00adde\u00adment. Il \u00e9pou\u00adsa avec enthou\u00adsiasme, avec pas\u00adsion, avec fr\u00e9\u00adn\u00e9\u00adsie, les opi\u00adnions, les aspi\u00adra\u00adtions, les reven\u00addi\u00adca\u00adtions qu\u2019il r\u00e9pan\u00addait, qu\u2019il affi\u00adchait comme le r\u00e9sul\u00adtat de son abou\u00adtis\u00adsant c\u00e9r\u00e9\u00adbral du moment. Il varia dans ses expo\u00ads\u00e9s de la concep\u00adtion de la vie, dans ses opi\u00adnions, mais en gar\u00addant l\u2019assurance int\u00e9\u00adrieure que l\u2019int\u00e9r\u00eat ni la recherche de la consi\u00add\u00e9\u00adra\u00adtion humaine eussent la moindre part dans ses varia\u00adtions. Il se crut sin\u00adc\u00e8\u00adre\u00adment sin\u00adc\u00e8re. Il se don\u00adna sans comp\u00adter, esti\u00admant autant l\u2019effort que les r\u00e9sul\u00adtats, sans h\u00e9si\u00adter, et ne se reprit que pour s\u2019affirmer dans une acti\u00advi\u00adt\u00e9 nou\u00advelle. Il ne se per\u00admit jamais de trai\u00adter \u00e0 la l\u00e9g\u00e8re les sujets rele\u00advant de l\u2019intellect ou de la sen\u00adsi\u00adbi\u00adli\u00adt\u00e9, les ques\u00adtions d\u2019id\u00e9es et les ques\u00adtions de sen\u00adti\u00adment, ne fut-ce que pas\u00adsa\u00adg\u00e8\u00adre\u00adment ou inci\u00addem\u00adment. Il se prit lui-m\u00eame tr\u00e8s au s\u00e9rieux. Il se don\u00adna tant qu\u2019il put, s\u00e9rieu\u00adse\u00adment, se trom\u00adpant par\u00adfois, revint sur ses pas, ne se lais\u00adsa pas d\u00e9tour\u00adner par le sort contraire, par les per\u00ads\u00e9\u00adcu\u00adtions, m\u00eame par la pri\u00adson, recom\u00admen\u00ad\u00e7a ses exp\u00e9\u00adriences, ne tint pas compte de celles du pas\u00ads\u00e9, per\u00ads\u00e9\u00adv\u00e9\u00adra, s\u2019acharna, ne c\u00e9da pas, insou\u00adcieux du juge\u00adment d\u2019autrui et ne vou\u00adlant jamais qu\u2019\u00eatre comp\u00adtable \u00e0 lui-m\u00eame de ses faits et gestes.<\/p>\n<p><i>Il mou\u00adrut inas\u00adsou\u00advi<\/i>, r\u00eava\u200a\u2014\u200adeve\u00adnu vieux\u200a\u2014\u200ade vivre ses aspi\u00adra\u00adtions de jeu\u00adnesse, se for\u00adgea des chi\u00adm\u00e8res, et, ne pou\u00advant atteindre ou n\u2019atteindre qu\u2019en par\u00adtie les des\u00adseins qu\u2019il s\u2019\u00e9tait pro\u00adpo\u00ads\u00e9s, par\u00adtit m\u00e9con\u00adtent et en pro\u00adtes\u00adtant contre les cir\u00adcons\u00adtances adverses. Jusqu\u2019\u00e0 la der\u00adni\u00e8re heure, il cher\u00adcha, pro\u00adje\u00adta, ima\u00adgi\u00adna, cr\u00e9a, essaya et s\u2019effor\u00e7a tant qu\u2019il lui fut pos\u00adsible de ten\u00adter un effort, jusqu\u2019\u00e0 la der\u00adni\u00e8re minute, anxieux, inquiet, tour\u00admen\u00adt\u00e9 et cepen\u00addant conscient d\u2019avoir accom\u00adpli tout ce qui lui avait \u00e9t\u00e9 pos\u00adsible de tenter.<\/p>\n<p><i>Il v\u00e9cut<\/i> tout ce qu\u2019il lui fut pos\u00adsible de vivre&nbsp;; <i>il se don\u00adna<\/i> sans r\u00e9serve, tirant de soi tout ce qu\u2019il lui fut pos\u00adsible d\u2019en tirer&nbsp;; <i>il mou\u00adrut inas\u00adsou\u00advi<\/i>, se lamen\u00adtant jusqu\u2019\u00e0 l\u2019heure der\u00adni\u00e8re, parce qu\u2019il avait \u00e0 peine&nbsp;v\u00e9cu.<\/p>\n<p>[\/\u200bE. <sc>Armand<\/sc>.\/\u200b]<\/p>\n<\/div><\/div>","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>Si l\u2019on me deman\u00addait quelle ins\u00adcrip\u00adtion j\u2019aimerais voir figu\u00adrer sur ma pierre tom\u00adbale,\u200a\u2014\u200asi jamais le luxe de repo\u00adser dans un tom\u00adbeau m\u2019\u00e9tait don\u00adn\u00e9\u200a\u2014\u200aje r\u00e9pon\u00addrais d\u2019abord que je d\u00e9sire dor\u00admir mon der\u00adnier som\u00admeil dans la pre\u00admi\u00e8re fosse venue. Si mes amis insis\u00adtaient, voi\u00adl\u00e0 l\u2019\u00e9pitaphe qu\u2019il me plai\u00adrait qu\u2019ils pla\u00ad\u00e7assent sur la dalle rap\u00adpe\u00adlant mon sou\u00adve\u00adnir&nbsp;: Il&nbsp;[\u2026]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"closed","ping_status":"closed","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"wp_typography_post_enhancements_disabled":false,"footnotes":""},"categories":[458],"tags":[],"ppma_author":[540],"class_list":["post-3767","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-la-revue-anarchiste-na18-juillet-1923"],"authors":[{"term_id":540,"user_id":1,"is_guest":0,"slug":"admin_3gikpwyf","display_name":"Vincent Dubuc","avatar_url":"https:\/\/secure.gravatar.com\/avatar\/d015720652c25fd2ced191ade86430094e1f288a17483713e3b34d26dea52507?s=96&d=mm&r=g","author_category":"","user_url":"https:\/\/la-presse-anarchiste.net","last_name":"Dubuc","first_name":"Vincent","job_title":"","description":""}],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/la-presse-anarchiste.net\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/3767","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/la-presse-anarchiste.net\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/la-presse-anarchiste.net\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/la-presse-anarchiste.net\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/la-presse-anarchiste.net\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=3767"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"https:\/\/la-presse-anarchiste.net\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/3767\/revisions"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/la-presse-anarchiste.net\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=3767"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/la-presse-anarchiste.net\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=3767"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/la-presse-anarchiste.net\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=3767"},{"taxonomy":"author","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/la-presse-anarchiste.net\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/ppma_author?post=3767"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}